02.02.2011

can i find myself?

Lots of thing happen lately

i don't know it could turn out to be this end but it definitely is a everyone's fault routine

i might be an ass busybodysome

alright forget about it

something is bothering me

i don't know what it is, i been in like lots of emotionally frustrated with the fusion minds

is basically the routine kinda life we get on

but i have this very annoying things

i guess i give it too straight to be lusty

it doesn't really matter when someone is cheating on you

i mean...does it really doesn't matter?

why would you cheat?

well thats not my business to justify someone who is right or wrong

but the friendship that we keep is completely broken trough your hand

i get pretty fed up with friends

i really have to get a stand for myself

i really just believe in myself

they....are just a selfish people who care's about themself

they don't really know what is like to be left out

i know

cause i tried

i was a teenager once in school, well obviously my face doesn't look quite friendly the all time(it can be just recognized as what they could say : lcly face :)

but it really not my fault right?

so i been isolated in the teenager stage,

well lucky i have a few friends who is totally know right me nice :)

so i treasure my friends alot, i care bout them alot

maybe im just over sizing my warming attitude and wishing get the same back as well

but it could never be.....

hurt by my Best friend once

and the second is my best friend as well

only can trust myself, i save a distance from them

that's what i gonna do next

anyway Happy chinese new year