Unsituation

Christmas is around the corners
so what's your plan?

First of all this month is totally a bullshit month for me
i'm broke the first of mention
second my boogiemans is barely broke too T.T
so the conclusion is...we just have a home rice instead of going out celebrating like the other romantic couples who does this every festival in the groovy restaurant or have some italian dishes....
but mainly to say, we are not celebrating T.T
aww.....sad right
he is going off when 25th bullshit la....
So anyone wanna be my guest?haha juz kidding

These day i was discovery something that might not drop my eyes off (coz i already figure it out like i have a 6 sence =.=)
trying to express that am i too would do something like that?
i try not to be so frank to mention bout this kay, just bring some sentence of my unexpected what will going off next.
maybe i would do something like that, but after all that passive thinking
i don't think i will actually do it
cause someones is so good to me.....i can't do it
maybe lonely is the main killer of pain
is quite a awful feelings
either do i need that feelings
i just hope everyone can defeat it
well that's just a rushing through my head like in a weeks ago

My office began a politic problem
well i know my situation, someones of cause doesn't like me that much
i know i know....i am use to it like already is in my life, stucking with it already
..........yawn.....zzz
why can't those ppl just get a life and start to living their self care about their fucking problem? please can i just fucking tell you
STOP SAYING BEHIDE PEOPLES FUCKING BACK?
is none of your business actually,
this our life
you don't like it u sucks with your own eye ball
dig it out plz........
the way to not letting u feel so sucks
is kinda piss when u working in such situation
everyday what are your work was n what r u doing is a fucking crime
u need to fucking alert urself in every single minuets
misunderstanding is never going to be end
WHEN SOMEONE DOESN'T REALLY FUCKING LIKE YOU
YOU ARE FUCKING NO WAY TURNING BACK
YOU ARE FUCKING NO WAY
alright?

okay...........i am piss
i am really is piss
i smell foul language coming out from my fingers this typical week
and is stronger than ever
i can fucking fuck a person with no consideration for GET A NEW JOB!