i'm not that special

i know i'm not
even when i lying on the street been hit by a gun or smash by some random cars i still won't be notice
i'm not that special one
i'm always not

i should buried in the sand and never be alive today
light the burning flame through me, somehow i still even being notice

how much i want is just you place a heart for me
a little emotional on me
a little worried on me
a little jealousy on me

i wasn't having enough
no.....i am not enough
i feel so completely down i don't know why
is this how it is to be for punish a liar a BIG liar ?

sometimes blog is not that privacy
not at all