haiz..........what am i thinking?

i don't know
i really don't know.........
is really making me sick

what am i thinking?

i just.........don't really understand myself
maybe been reminded again from the past those awful memory

its very awkward to treat him like this
but i just can't control for my emotional

i mean...maybe to guys is just a cheezy little small thing

how shd i react afterall?

i over controlled maybe
i over of my jeslousy range maybe

but i just scare to been cheated again
i am just scare

i don't wanna repeat it again

forgive but redo
unforgive but left a sympathy

i just don't know wad to do

i am sick